• Journey of Fear

    Life in the RV4

    In the weeks before embarking on my Journey of Fear, it became apparent to me that everybody has a different definition for the term necessities of life. What will you eat? Where will you sleep? How will you earn money? Who will you talk to when you’re lonely? What if a bear attacks? These questions, including the last, are but a few of the multitude that I was asked by those nearest to me once I let others know what I was planning. To be honest, I didn’t have an answer for most of the questions I was asked – and that was the whole point. I left with the…

  • Pittsburgh Graveyard
    Journey of Fear

    A Healthy Alternative to Suicide

    I can pinpoint the specific moment in which I decided to embark on this trip. I was walking Chookie (the family dog) through the graveyard that lies next door to my parents’ home in Pittsburgh. As I looked at the gravestones that night, I can remember experiencing a very powerful, yet simple, thought: “I will be here soon.” Though to some this may sound like a very dark way to think, I would sincerely have to disagree – mostly because of my next thought. “I will be here soon. So nothing that happens while I’m on this earth actually matters in the least bit.” Again, this might sound utterly depressing,…

  • Journey of Fear

    The Transformation [Technical Details]

    Televisions, microwaves, and internet. I think that we can all agree that getting away from luxuries such as these every now and then would do us nothing but good. There was one luxury, however, that I was not prepared to leave behind when I began really thinking about this trip – running water. It was around this desire that I began to design my living space. How does one get a running water system into a Toyota RAV4? I spent hours sitting alone inside my parked car, trying to figure it out. I took every seat out, save for the driver’s seat, and then sat in it some more –…